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fuck (my own) rules
01:46
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all the girls that look so good just aren't really that cool.
i'm a fucking hypocrite, i'm a fucking tool.
cause we still share the same sheets.
i can't change my own rules.
i thought i was living for myself, i guess that isn't true.
or maybe it is, man i just don't know what to do.
cause i let you in my bedroom, and i still have no clue,
why i let you in my bedroom.
i can't change my own rules.
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you're all so fucking beautiful
and none of you are grateful
you don't know that you're pitiful
you should learn to be truthful
about what you have
and what you own
and how you think you have the right
to complain about the cold
you've got your health
a roof over your head
you'll enjoy everyday of your life
until you're dead
and you still think you have so much to bitch about
like, "oh my god i can't afford those shoes"
and, "oh my god, i hate sitting in this classroom"
and, "thank god it's the weekend
now i can show everyone i got money to spend"
cause i work all day into the night
procrastinating about figuring out my life
cause happiness ain't free or that's the way it seems
but hey, i guess that's never really mattered to me
and i still think i have so much to bitch about
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i need to learn some self control
i dig myself into this hole
and once i'm in i wonder why i'm there
i need to learn some self respect
not make you just another subject
cause this experiment i'm performing is destroying my conscience
i need to learn my own self worth
and prove i'm not a fucking jerk
to myself and to everyone i meet
i need to learn about myself
i think i'm done living in hell
and i'm sorry you came on this ride with me
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sorry
02:34
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i hope no one ever takes a picture of me again
i don't think i'll ever be comfortable with my body
and so i'm constantly in search for just one more beer
while you're constantly fighting back the tears
i've only ever been in love with people who will never know
and i'm afraid that the words will never escape my mouth
when it actually counts
but i just can't see past myself into your mind
and see you looked past everything else all the time
so now you're crying on the phone
and i made us both happy to be alone
i just don't know how to fall in love
i could blame it on myself, i could blame it on my father leaving me
or i could lie to you and tell you that the roots of love don't grow deeper than my family tree
but really i'm just cynical
you were wonderful and i was such an asshole
i just need to figure things out for myself
cause i can't let nobody in
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the way she goes
01:45
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i let this high reside before i'm home
oh god my eyes are way too low
just another day i spent alone
i didn't get out of bed
no one would pick up their phone
trying to locate some sense of direction
i just wish that i could make a new connection
cause everybody's less excited when i come back home
and i don't think that they know that it shows
have i grown too old for this old town?
i don't know if i would ever stick around
it seems the place i grew up has decomposed
but i guess that's just the way that it goes
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